I desired to grasp you; but you sank from me like after wading constantly for hours under this pressure.
I can explain my boiling life water filled with eggs I might not use not wanting to become like you.
But it would be useless at this point. I might get lost in gravel picking at each piece of sandy flecks which remains stuck despite sitting in a bath until I was a prune
Who decided I needed to forgive you at some point, somehow find the strength to let go of it all, fling my emotions
into the washing machine set it to delicate pray everything comes out intact being clean would only be a bonus.
with a hope that you somehow was just misunderstood. To forget your actions and restart would make it easy like slipping through liquid.
Yet I never learned how to Swim, you never taught me, and I never could gather the courage to float on top of you because I may drown trying.
Because you see I have weighted memories of you which might make me sink
Yet the problems are all the same; and if I feel myself sinking, I will realize I should have tried To face the depths of you in which I was afraid to swim, despite the risks which presented themselves.
Maybe I would have understood sooner That both of us Were tying rocks to our feet We just needed to be brave enough To dive under and let them go
I know you all have pretty much forgot about me! But I’m one of those crazy poet types always posting their poetry. I have been so so so insanely busy this past school year! I have officially declared my Creative Writing concentration in my English major at school.
I have also been busy with my wonderful boyfriend Skye. He’s a sweetheart. I love him dearly.
I have also joined him in his pursuit at making a successful etsy online store for his larp and cosplay equipment as well as my jewelry and crochet goods.
So head on over to Our Etsy to check it out if you wish.